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JOELYN RICHELLE HO
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Tuesday, June 17, 2008

it's abt 1.15am right now and i'm still up.
i should be studying and doing my homework or maybe sleeping but here i am blogging.
dreads. im gonna force myself to start studying and get down to doing work.
i havent really done anything except the math prelim paper. im in deep shit if dont start cracking i tell ya.

just got back frm genting. it was..... alright i guess.
i just cant stand the long journey thr. my ass hurt frm the sitting the long ride thr and back.
oh. i must mention tht the service standards at five stars travel is like shit man. SHIT!
the employees have the suckiest attitude i've ever seen in the service industry. it was totally crap. they were rude and inefficient. like the way they worked was super slow.
they kept a hell lotta people waiting and waiting.
oh well. enough of tht alr.
i actually went into the casino and well.. played the slots machine only.
i wasnt supposed to go in but i did anyway.
though i was on a holiday, i'll never forget soccer.
how could i miss euro 2008? so my parents and i went to the bars to catch the matches.
spain winning sweden totally made my day tht night. with fernando torres scoring first and then david villa. david villa is THE MAN.

dad was whining alil tht we should go manchester someday.
HELL YEAH!! I SOOOO WANNA GO TO MANCHESTER!!!
I'M DYING TO GO TO MANCHESTER!
I'LL DO ANYTHING TO GO TO MANCHESTER!
seriously, i wanna go to manchester and old trafford. thts all im asking for.
i wont mind if i dont get to shop or anything.
i just want to go to old trafford and watch man utd play at the stadium. it's as simple as tht.
i'm not asking for too much right?

dad said i gotta stop spending money unnessarily should i want to go to manchester.
it's nt gonna be cheap going there u know.
like i've said, i'll do anything to go to manchester.
if i wanna go manchester at the end of this year i've got to stop splurging big time.
do help me out here alil wont you my friends? please?
pls remind me constantly tht i need to be thrifty if i wanna go to manchester.
going to manchester has been my dream since becoming a fan of man utd and i'll nv give tht up.
NEVER EVER.

after some analysis, i kinda came to a conclusion tht i could probably only go thr in june or december.
Keira did mention winter thr is like hell but i dont have much of a choice i guess.
thr's no game in june cos the season's over. i cant go the rest of the year cos lil jon has school.
december might just be my best option so far. oh well.... we'll figure things out.
i've got the confidence i'll be able to convince my dad into bringing us to manchester.
it might be easy cos daddy's a big man utd fan also. he's my influence.

since father's day has just past, i might as well talk abit abt my dad.
he's nt one person u wanna mess with cos he's kinda impatient and hot-tempered. really loud when he's angry too. i think i got those traits frm him. hah.
he had always been the one person i fear most. he used to be really strict when i was young.
i rmb getting caned and beaten by him a couple of times when i was young.
it totally did create some fear and respect for him in me. he always called the shots.

dad has influenced me in a number of ways.
i nv thought i'ld play soccer or even like soccer but it did happen. all bcos of dad.
i nv thought i'ld like rock music as a kid but it did happen. all bcos of dad.
i actually think me and my dad have alot in common.
i learnt alot frm my dad. both good and bad. right and wrong.

of cos thr's the times whr i just wished he would go away and stuff like tht.
thr's the times whr i'll scream and shout and slam my door and yell "i hate you!".
as compared to when i was a kid, the bond we have right now is nth.
sometimes i wished i could still be the little girl my dad pampered and loved.

typing all these is actually making me cry! damn.
i had better stop before i cry a river.
i should go to bed now and wake up ready to work my butts off.
why cant the holidays be longer?! ARGH.