i dont wanna go back to sch~!
Sunday, June 22, 2008
yes, i dont wanna go back to sch~!i bet im not the only one feeling this way.today's the last day of the june break. sigh. it's nt exactly a break anyway. argh.i havent been studying or doing work. bad girl.i started doing tutorials like on fri and i only completed math. im left with chemistry and econs.im not even done with question 1 of my electrochem tutorial. shit, i tell ya. i had better finish it soon or else i wont be able to slp early tonight.im gonna watch spain beat italy tmr morning before sch. wht a nice way to start term 3. hah.i would definitely need some slp or i'll go to sch being stoned and like a zombie.its not like it would be the first time but i usually end up sleeping in almost every class.not good at all.im gonna change for the better in term 3.i gotta start being hardworking and start working my ass off like no tmr.i dont wanna flunk A levels man. its totally not cool.nt tht i really give a shit abt getting into a local university but i still need relatively good results to get into a foreign university. a good one especially.but honestly, its totally nt worth it to work so hard for tht one piece of paper called the A level cert. it doesnt get you a job anyway.i dont even know why i should be working hard for it. i just know i have to.im just studying for the sake of doing so. maybe thts why i always feel its worthless to be studying when i should be.im totally not motivated to study.but im in panic mode trying to find something motivating enough to push me into studying. its tough u know. hate it.tmr's the beginning of term 3 and im definitely not stoked abt it. tht u can be sure.i miss my friends though. i havent seen them the whole june break. im just gonna go sch tmr and play and laugh along with my friends. lalalalala~im totally nt acting like how an average jc2 kid should be. but hey, i didnt say i wanted to be average.i've been writing quite abit up here lately.maybe im a budding writer! haha. oh, who knows wht the future holds?totally nt into science right now. maybe i'll get into the arts faculty in college.though the jobs related to it is nt so high paying. but who knows. maybe i love money too much and will eventually end up in the science faculty for all u know. anything can happen.well, i better get outta here and back to work.ahi nos vemos~!ps. the last line thr was spanish, in case u're wondering.
