who's to blame?
Monday, April 28, 2008
i saw this coming. i knew for sure wht was gonna happen.
i knew tht history would repeat itself this year.
it's too easy to tell. i think anyone could see. unless u're blind of cos.
i cant believe we're out of this whole thing.
although i knew we would be, part of me wished we could make it.
im just so fucking pissed we didnt make it this year.
who's to blame? coach? teacher? or players?
i know it's nt me. i didnt even got a chance to play. not even a few minutes.
outsiders will not know wht exactly happened. they never will.
segregation is wht i've been seeing lately.
and i think it's not fair. does it mean tht the reserves doesnt deserve the chance to train?
how are we gonna improve if we dont train? put yourself into the shoes of the reserves..
i doubt you'll feel gd too.
u're always drawing a line to separate the reserves and the 1st team. ALWAYS!
like wht? we're nt gd enough so we dont deserve to even be treated the same way or fairly?
its just so absurd. and ironic.
whts all tht talk abt being a team man? practice wht u preach alright?
i've had enough of all this shit man.
i dont think u deserve any respect. if want it, u gotta earn it.
why should i be nice when u treat me like trash?
an eye for an eye. thts kinda like my motto.
and i'll stay tht way.
i really really wanted to play this year.
i wanted to do so so fucking badly. nobody will understand how i feel.
being injured for 3 months is sooo nt fun.
i've missed so many games. ARGH!
every game, i harbour some hope tht maybe i could play.
time and again i get disappointed. now its like i dont feel like playing anymore.
cry.. yeah maybe u people should cry and start to reflect wht went wrong.
but i will not cry. i will not cos its nt my fault all this happened.
so who's to be blamed? i'll leave tht to u to decide.
