Saturday, May 26, 2007
i've been pretty much unlucky this year.
i've just injured my leg yesterday.
i fell 2 hours before the friendly match yesterday and i had my leg bandaged.
actually it was only a cut but mr tan bandaged it.
i still played during the match yesterday but only for awhile.
speaking of the friendly yesterday, i personally feel i played damn badly.
overall, i think most of the team did their best.
even lynn tried playing the goalkeeper.
it was her first time playing a goalkeeper and i think it wasnt tht bad.
for me, it wasnt an excuse cos it wasnt the first time i played right back.
although im more comfortable playing in the center but still its nt an excuse.
even dad agreed i didnt play well.
till today i cant really get over it. im like blaming myself.
i let the striker pass me yesterday and she scored. i felt really bad.
so i sat on the bench during the start of the 2nd half crying.
i was so disappointed in myself for nt playing well. yesterday was the worst game i've played. ever.
huda was there to console me and make me feel ok but it only helped for awhile.
was it a fair game to start of with? well. maybe, maybe not.
they had boys playing for them during the first half.
and their goalkeeper was their teacher in charge.
ARGH!!!
in conclusion, i just cant help but blame myself for my bad performance yesterday.
it isnt very clear here but my wound does look a little disgusting.
