im letting u go
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
haiz...i wonder if im doing the right thing..im giving up and letting you go...no..should sae im juz giving up...yea..how can i let you go when i haven even...erm..nvm...i dunno wad im saying..anw...i haf finally decided to gif up..yea...she bu de ehs..hrm...was tokin to chye juz now dan cry..ytd oso liddat...rach gonna scold mi if she noe i cried..but letting it out is betta dan keeping everything inside...rite?? haiz...dunno lah..feelin kinda terrible inside...cry already but still like tat..everybody sae cant cry...but im too upset..but im not like a tap...i cry awhile jiu stop le..everyone saes im doin the right thing now...am i?? i dunno...pple will ask mi dun tink too much..but oso cant control lei...will juz tink de..how long will it take to forget someone??? one yr?? two yrs??? sigh..why so long...even if i dun forget him..i guess i haf to juz treat him differently...sighs..kinda confused...dunno wad to do now..
