diappointed
Saturday, January 22, 2005
disappointed...im utterly disappointed..yea...its true..everyone is changing...including mi i guess..but some pple change so much its kinda horrifying and shocking...argh..dun wanna tok abt wad happened...im pissed man..was like shouting over the phone outside church dis afternoon...tat person at the other end gotta tell mi tat her ear hurt..dun wanna tok abt it le...make mi so pek cek oni..yea...so after church went grandma's hse dan went fer dinner wif other relatives..was suppose to a treat frm godpa gavin but in the end cousin rebecca paid fer it...coz she got her first pay already..talked to cousin reb abt some stuff i could do in the future and was like amazed a little...sae wad my future is like all planned and there will be a job fer mi..tink tat job she referring to the pay not sae veri low...is quite high tat type..oh well...wadeva she said..made mi kinda like wanna really work hard...muz get A1 ehs..or sth like tat...yea..muz study le...its not a time fer ya to play..im suppose to be clear abt my future and wad i wanna do...anw..past 12am le...i wanna slp le..nitex...
