should i trust him???
Monday, December 20, 2004
trust..tat is the word...we should trust our frens..rite??? but should i trust him..tat is the question...its not tat i dun wanna trust him..but its kinda difficult since he lied...but maybe i should not be checking on him oso..but i was curious and wanted to noe the truth badly...everytime i noe the truth it hurts..badly...and i alwaes ask myself why did ya haf to lie,muz ya lie and should i trust ya..i will lyk go ard askin pple if i should trust ya...some sae its up to mi..some sae dun...haiyo..im so confused and fan...getting headaches all the tym..all thx to ya...todae when i was on the bus..i was tinking if oni i din get to meet him...mayb my world wont be in lyk can sae a mess..a mess coz mayb im not mi...mayb if i din meet him i wont be tokin to cia n becca so often..mayb if i din meet him i wont be online everydae waiting fer him to cum online...if i din meet him i wont be staying up till lyk 1am when everyone at hm is already asleep..this is lyk the first tym i actually tink of my crush fer lyk the whole dae and he has sort of affected my life...but im starting to tink too much according to telicia and pei en..hrm...mayb lor..i will like tink he hates mi or he dun really like mi or tink tat im irritating or tink tat hes avoiding mi...things lyk tat..tink i nid a break frm all these man...its making mi so pek cek..worse thing is...the hols are gonna be over soon..and im still slacking...haiyo..betta go do the holidae hwk given and probably study coz tink its gonna be a really tough yr next yr...yea..gambate ne!!! haiz..gonna haf lesser tym to hang out wif the farm...but probably the bk tats belongs to the farm will bind us together and frens we'll alwaes be..hehe...gonna end here..nitez...
