now tokin to marcus
Friday, December 17, 2004
hrm...its abt 11pm and im chatting online wif him..this tym i said hi first...but i dunno wad to sae to him..argh...im like tinking of wad to ask him but like got nth ehs..seems like todae's conver will be shorter dan ytd de...haiyo..how??? ran out of topics to ask him..im so nervous man...dunno wad to do now..okok...muz relax..haiz...all his fault lah..if oni he will ask questions...every time its mi asking him and not the other way round..tupid...and he alwaes so slow dan reply..haiyo...dunno wad he doin oso..haiz...some times..he make mi wonder wad the hell is he tinking abt...hes making mi so pek cek..haiya...i oso dunno why but i tink i abit angry wif him..sometimes he like so secretive...dun wan tell pple things..haiz...tot he was sec 2..but heard frm pple he tell others hes sec 1...hrm..damn curious le...is he sec 1 or sec 2?? ask him he oso dun wanna sae...haiyo..like tat oso muz keep it a secret arh...haiz..nvm...maybe can get pple to find out fer mi..haiz...oso dunno why..but starting to tink he might hate mi or find mi irritating...since i keep asking him questions when toking to him..but he oso nv ask de lor...haiya..tink im feeling upset coz of him ehs...haiyo..i oso dunno lah...he makes mi damn pek cek man..argh...i tink hes really affecting my life man..argh...
