jealous..i luv marcus...
Thursday, December 16, 2004
im jealous..im angry...im damn mad..not in the mood to do anithing at all...its bcoz of him..ya haf affected my life...hes the first and last thing on my mind all this while..tink im crazy over him...haiya..i oso dunno lah...all my head now oni filled wif him and no one else..erm...yea..can like tat sae...dunno why oso but juz tinking of him make mi dun feel lyk eating le..din eat anithing since i woke up dis morning...no appetite oso..juz kept tinkin of him...asking myself if i was lyk love sick juz now and i tink i am bahx..seems lyk quite a few pple noe i lyk him le...esp choir de..how to back choir next tym...no face le..haiz...been kinda upset since last nite when i saw his msn nick..tat line got mi tinking abt stuffs tat sort of upset mi...make my imagination run wild oni..yea...was tinking if he got stead..if he really went to get tat bitch's number...i hope he din..and oso if he really got someone he liked...all dis nonsense running thru my mind since ytd..pple told mi not to tink abt all dis...but i cant..cant seem to control...but now he is online..yesh...i wait veri long le..its lyk 11.40pm already...im so damn nervous..he came and said hi...omg..im shivering man...so im sort of crapping wif him now..juz to get to know him betta...hehe..and he got no stead...wahahahas..okok...i betta calm down..im juz getting abit carried away...hehe..juz got a scolding frm mum...she sae i use com fer too long le..quite true lah...abt 4 hrs le..but i was waiting fer him to cum online...if i din wait dan wont get to tok to him le..forgive mi mum...im sorry mama..okok...enuff of tat..wonder till wad tym im gonna chat wif him...im not tired..so its ok...but mum is definitely gonna kill mi man..she'll start screaming at him...now she noes tat im tokin to him..dan scold mi some more...sae wats so nice to tok abt..haiz...ya dun understand..if i get to tok to him dan i can get to noe him betta wad...oh no..its getting to 1am soon...eyes abit tired le..maybe use com too long...shit lah..why at this tym lyk tat lei...dun care lah..muz chat finish first dan go to slp...
