jealous of camille..one dae i'll ask him out oso...
Saturday, December 18, 2004
+tired+ got back hm le...went out wif nicow, rachick and lalang..went compass to meet em but was damn shocked and surprise tat i saw him...yup..it was him...but got to noe he was goin out wif camille..sad??? disappointed?? yes i am damn sad and disappointed...can sae i almost cried..nicow was comforting mi but it din help...tink hes dressing not bad..quite cool??? maybe bahx..erm...saw him outside 77th street at first..dan said hi...he was on the phone..probably toking to camille bahx...he was wearing his favourite colour tee..pink...got one more white tee inside..dan he wear baggy jeans...din notice his shoes..maybe he wear his nike shoes...he got like wear sth on his wrist..couldn't see wad was it...short sighted lah...but overall..i liked it man...hahas..told chicky n cow tat i saw him dan we see where he go...tink they wanna see his face bahx..he was juz standing dere...toking on the phone..dan suddenly saw her wif him...my reaction was like "wad the hell!!! shes wif him???!!!! omg!!!" ..yea...she still smile to mi..im angry le lor...still smile..but at least when they were goin off he still got look behind as he walk dan i waved at him...and he waved back to sae bye..hehe...dan he go le..but at least god was kind enuff to let mi see him again...hahas..thx god!!! after i saw him wif her..he was on my mind the whole dae again...liling they all keep askin mi not to tink abt him le..but i cant lah...help somebody..oh ya...went to borders and got a bk fer mi, nicow, rachick and lalang..its called the farm bk...gonna put all the stuffs we wan inside..first thing tat came to my mind was him...wanna put his pic..hahas...at least rachick said ok..hahas...tot she might object..was juz tokin to him online juz now...got to ask qns tat made mi so pek cek this afternoon..now its all answered...im kinda relieved bahx..hrm...yea..now he offline le...dunno wad hes doin..he said he not goin to bed so early oso...haiz..since he offline le mayb i should too...or else mum gonna scold again..surely will sae i everytym tok to him de...haiz..