dunno if i doin the right thing
Wednesday, December 22, 2004
im trying veri hard to let forget him..yea...din really tot of him like i used to in the beginning..tink its suppose to be gd bahx...hahas..im suppose to leave him alone fer now...means i dun tok to him unless he tok to mi..but was tinking abt wad cia said...wad if he dun tok to mi..yea...was tinking abt tat qn..was oso tinking if we might not tok at all le...haiz..dan was tinking if i made the right choice...if i was doing the right thing..feeling so confused and helpless...chicky actually wanna make mi dun like him..still sae gd looking guys are all not gd...hrm..was tinking abt it...dunno if shes right oso..maybe lor...im taking wadever frens haf said into consideration..haiz...enuff of him le lah..todae went to a doctor...was sick last wk but oni went doctor todae..funni rite..oh well...tat doctor sae wad got inflammation or sth lyk tat..i oso dunno wads tat...he wanted to gif mi tablets fer flu medicine but i stopped him..i dunno how to swallow tablets...hehe..so take syrup...hahas..muz take lots of fluid...dan no cold drinks or else i cant enjoy my xmas..dan no oranges oso...so ma huan..spent $28 at the doctors...dan came hm le...immediately online..din go take medicine oso...betta go take le..mum gonna scream at mi le...