stress argh!!!
Thursday, September 30, 2004
omg..i cant help it but im feelin so stressed up man...argh..got english paper tml..damn it...scared i will fail man..if fail..hrm..i oso dunno wad will happen to mi..dun wanna noe oso..tink its gonna be scary..haiz..dunno wanna watch s'pore idol anot..muz study lor..but i wanna watch oso...haiya..wait after using com go study first..lyk tat at nite can watch s'pore idol le..hehehe...wat am i to do now??? feelin so stressed..wanna cry le...argh...sianz..dere's so much goin on..exams are really near..my mum...not sure wats gonna happen to her...her health..argh...wad if one dae she's gone and will never be back??? wad am i to do??? i'ld haf to learn to be independent and grow up..omg..dun feel lyk tinking abt it already...the thought of it makes mi sick...argh...gotta be strong and hang on at least till the exams are over...if results not gd..mum oso will not be happy..will oni make her blood boil..dan i will be in deep trouble...haiya..tat liling keep asking mi go councilling..last tym tell her my prob oso ask mi go councilling...i die die oso dun wanna go...why should i tell my probs to someone i dunno...haiya..why is my life so miserable???
